Im not perfect...
Im not

its cold so cold and the world is spinning
and i know im not winning
never have never will I got this life to fulfill

sometimes I wonder where my life is going
sometimes I think maybe I took the wrong choice
or went the wrong way..
but then christ opens my eyes and just informs me through my crys
I live in him I live for his life..not mine...

its so cold so cold

so I must remeber that although Im not pefect

I still live a life worth lviing for
I still live this life going somewhere
for someone
I may not see but I know I know
i still gonna create life
my life is turning a whole new way
and its gonna be oaky...
I got Jesus on the way...

I gotta remeber
I gotta face this
I gotta keep going
no more familier places
I sometimes wonder if Im right with God
or if Im moving along
i sometimes wonder if waht I feel was called was
a voice in my head
the voice aint dead
so I know Im going ahead
but the temptation strikes
like a knife

Im gona be a mama
Im gonna be a wife
but I got one thing
one life
one man thats christ

so I must remeber that although Im not pefect

I still live a life worth lviing for
I still live this life going somewhere
for someone
I may not see but I know I know
i still gonna create life
my life is turning a whole new way
and its gonna be oaky...
I got Jesus on the way...

I saw you as you cringed your lips
almost licking them like chop sticks
i thought it was funny
cause you were young
and I was dumb...
vulnrable right down to my feet
and its funny how they say oh talk is cheap cause it wasnt cheap to me
its expensive getting wiped off your feet
its expensive to cry when you dont even realize why he walked away...
and its not funny sitting here and wondering why you left me,even though you said
I was the one girl you wanted aint it funny,no its not funny at all

i broke my legs
cause you didnt catch me as I fall
and i broke my heart cause you
stepped on it as it popped out onto the ground
and you didnt seem to make a sound
so no laughing its not funny
when you lead a girl on and then you
tell her shes gone goodbye..it was a really nice try...
and you said Im not like most guys
how funny,I love those little lines.....

da dum da dum na na dum dum da da

and its funny cause you kissed my lips
and I twitched
hot steamy moment of simple bliss
with just one kiss
you werent my type but I didnt dare give you as strike
cause you were sweet
and so not like other guys
i love the master plan
the way to cover up the truth
without taking much time
oh how i wish i knew how your mind worked...

i broke my legs
cause you didnt catch me as I fall
and i broke my heart cause you
stepped on it as it popped out onto the ground
and you didnt seem to make a sound
so no laughing its not funny
when you lead a girl on and then you
tell her shes gone goodbye..it was a really nice try...
and you said Im not like most guys
how funny,I love those little lines.....

its hard to face it but I wont waste these words
on simple arguement
its just to myself and who I am and everything you planted in my hand
such dreams passed me by...
cause I was too stupid to notice why
you stuck around the whole time and
I was too selfish to just let you try no I had to have the last word the last kiss the last time....

and you blew my mind...
by talking all the time
by saying all the right things
on the right day...
in everyway...
and then you just gave my heart away the day
you kissed her....
the day you didnt even tell me why...
your kiss was just a goodbye

I was dumb you were sweet...
I was high you helped me on my feet
and I didnt believe in God but miracles were still twireling in my mind
and I didnt let you all the way in...
cause I couldnt get past how I was so taken by everything you were,
and as I look back oh how it hurts,
i made everything cynical
i made everything worse
and no miracles could happen
cause I made this curse,
not letting my heart have a helping
to what I really wanted..going to diffrent people
thinking you werent the real thing
cause you were too good to be true my best friend oh through and through
how lucky she was cause she had you...

and you blew my mind...
by talking all the time
by saying all the right things
on the right day...
in everyway...
and then you just gave my heart away the day
you kissed her....
the day you didnt even tell me why...
your kiss was just a goodbye

and now I know...Miracles arent how I though they'd feel
cause now I know it happens for a purpose
and every moment with you
was definatly worth it
I became another girl,to fit into a perfect world that I couldnt fit,and you
let me fit in a box and then when I wanted out you wanted me gone,and oh how thats so wrong,
well I want you to know im happier now
no clouds now,no need to worry about you,I thought Id write a song to show you the proof
that my love for you was very real this was all how i used to feel and now your just a song lyric that has an end and will never begin for My faith has given me a strength that never ends and its not like I didnt fall in love again I think you'd love him so,hes more than I ever thought Id know and it just goes to show,you said goodbye and this is why...

Ive done a few things
Ive done many
but thers one more thing to do
get rid of the memory of you..
its like a box...hidden in my mind
Pieces are floating
but Im not noticing
cause I just keep going
without even knowing
that the pieces that are floating
are stopping me from getting farther than I am...


Ive gotten rid of the letters you wrote
the cologne you wore
and the way you joke
Ive gotten ride of the
suffering in my eyes
but I havent gotten rid of
the cold nights
that we would fight
and I would cry
they pop in my head
even though to me its like your dead
so Ive done so many things
but I have to get rid
of the memory your pieces bring...

na na na..na na na....

Its like a cold cold,winter memory,its like something that hits me
as hard as the sea
its hard to describe cause
its not you who like,I dont even think of you,but its so true to say,although years go by
your though pops into my mind
i leave the past behind
but I also bring it with me,which stops me from ever fully understanding what you did to me...


Ive gotten rid of the letters you wrote
the cologne you wore
and the way you joke
Ive gotten ride of the
suffering in my eyes
but I havent gotten rid of
the cold nights
that we would fight
and I would cry
they pop in my head
even though to me its like your dead
so Ive done so many things
but I have to get rid
of the memory your pieces bring...

and its not like I love you
cause darling I dont
its just a memory of something that broke me at a time in my life
but every memory that we left behind
floats about in my heart and my mind...

and I cant help it.
I cant control it,
I wanna burn the pieces but
there spread out everywhere
i guess it started with a tear and then a shatter everywhere...
I dont really care I just want you out of there....
out of my heart,out of my mind,cause Im wasting time singing about the memory left in my mind...


Ive gotten rid of the letters you wrote
the cologne you wore
and the way you joke
Ive gotten ride of the
suffering in my eyes
but I havent gotten rid of
the cold nights
that we would fight
and I would cry
they pop in my head
even though to me its like your dead
so Ive done so many things
but I have to get rid
of the memory your pieces bring...

the pieces there broken

If I could run away
And still see your face
I would
your memory dies
as I get further away
from your ways
its hard oh its hard to take

you shook me like an earthquake
you broke me like an egg
spilit in half
all over the place
so if I could run away
and remeber I think I might be safe
what am I saying
im saying I loved you..
despite all the pain
and still I stayed..

I was in love
with your lies
I was in love with something so fine
so strong so wrong
so if I could run away
with your memory
just might be so sweet
cause its the only thing thats made me who I am today...

without you I woulnt be so sure of me
without you I would of stayed the same
I thought I was okay
but this is all to say
i was crazy epsically for you
but its done and I am happy to say
if I could run away with you memorys
id take apart all the parts with your face

I was in love with your lies
i was in love with something so fine
so strong so wrong
so if I could run away
Id take away everything
that had to do..
with you...

to hard to face you
its hard to get passed all that Just happened
its hard for me to think
praying as my mind sleeps
I cant keep up
your love is warm
your words are cold
its so hard to get through each storm
we pass by through and through
Oh god I need rest I need to think theres nothing we can say
were just not the same...

I dont do anything you like
and you make me cry
I cant face you tonight
even though I know I will
and I hope you know Ill still love you after this fight
cause Im gonna hold on hold on tight hold to you..to you...

your lips move onto mine
its all behind
but then I say something
adn you get mad oh god what can I do
I want to be good for you
I wanna love you like I should
it doesnt matter I get so insane when it comes to you..

I dont do anything you like
and you make me cry
I cant face you tonight
even though I know I will
and I hope you know Ill still love you after this fight
cause Im gonna hold on hold on tight hold to you..to you...

and I cant sleep no
I cant sleep
im trying...
but Im thinking..
thinking...
about all the words..you just through
out of your mouth
the loudness of it all..
you can break me in tears even before I fall...
and its hard to even think
that after this I still love you after all...

cause Im gonna
gonna hold on..
tight
to you...
to you...