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♥Thursday, October 29, 2009
Oh Im sick of love songs...
Oh Im sick of love songs
its all wrong wrong wrong.
why is it that I feel like that...
I dont want to feel like everything is bitter...
I dont want to be hurt...
but love makes it all worse...

have you ever noticed
that love makes you hurt
makes you blue
makes you unglued
words they stick
they stick
and none of the pictures fit
Unless its you....
unless its you

Love songs,,theres so many of them
I cant turn the radio on
without them on
and if its not a love song
its a song about drugs,mistreating woman and love...
I just dont get it...
why do I feel like this...
Am I lost in it...
or am I just not aware
stupid songs
they lead me on..
oh Im strong...
but no strong enought
to listen to
to listen to love songs songs songs

have you ever noticed
that love makes you hurt
makes you blue
makes you unglued
words they stick
they stick
and none of the pictures fit
Unless its you....
unless its you


OOOOO love songs
Oh so wrong
so write
I cant stand this anymore
I wanna love them but I dont..
wasted words...
wasted words
Im just sick of love songs..
sick sick sick

when all i am is lonely
I only have one thing
and still I see love and It just makes me sick
I dont want to be bitter anymore..
stupid love songs no more...no more no more...


have you ever noticed
that love makes you hurt
makes you blue
makes you unglued
words they stick
they stick
and none of the pictures fit
Unless its you....
unless its you

Jesus is the only way 11:20 AM

Did you know I get weak
everytime you speak
you walk outside
and I wish I was by your side
you dont know how I feel...
You dont realize its real...

I wanna be...yours
I wanna open the door
the door...Oh its shut locked up
open it up open it
to your heart...
to you heart
to your heart...

I promise Ill keep it and wont ruin it
I promise I wont ever be fake
No its not a mistake...
the meeting we made..
Its no mistake that my heart shakes..
I just want to be your sweetheart...
I wanna make your heart restart
Im sorry you were hurt...
Im not her...

I wanna be...yours
I wanna open the door
the door...Oh its shut locked up
open it up open it
to your heart...
to you heart
to your heart...

Do I have to scream to get the key!
Do I have to scream...
Just let me in ....
you cant know how you feel
unless you begin!
begin
begin...

So I keep this silent
while your hiding away...


I wanna be...yours
I wanna open the door
the door...Oh its shut locked up
open it up open it
to your heart...
to you heart
to your heart...

Jesus is the only way 11:14 AM

I look in the mirror and I just turn away..
cause I cant stand what I see
Its not enough no its not enough for you....

I look in the mirror
and keep staring wishing I was another girl
someone beautiful someone who know Im good enough for you....

Im too fat Im too wide
my hair it splits
and I dont have money to get it all fixed
too scared to cry..
cause Ill ruin these eyes...
there the only thing with life..
there the only thing with life...

I want to see
I want to see
Can you see me?
Am I nothing?
Am I nothing
Oh God....
Please open my eyes....
Please listen
Please listen
I cant stand what I see cant stand me....

Hopeless as I pick up the glass
hopeless as it cuts right through
I cant do anything
I cant see you...
I dont know how to feel
I just am confused
I need to feel you here... with me
i cant believe in anything I cant see...
so why cant you show me who you are???!!!

I want to see
I want to see
Can you see me?
Am I nothing?
Am I nothing
Oh God....
Please open my eyes....
Please listen
Please listen
I cant stand what I see cant stand me....

Am I wasting away do you have a plan for me....

SO I look again...And I see all the sin,
I look again and than I realize...
I have nothing to fear nothing to hide
you speak to me and speak to my mind...
you speak to me and speak to my mind...
I realize I cant live without not beliveing who created it
created this
created me...

I see I see...
I stand for something
Im everything
Oh just everything to you...
I was made by you...
I can now only see just the truth
you listed not when i wanted you...
but you did it soon and I cant ever forget...
How I saw the truth

I was fading...
but you saved me...
Because you beleive Im everything

Jesus is the only way 11:06 AM

Do you have something that your living for
If its something artificial your wasting all your time
Cant you see that lifes Not meant to be just a blink of an eye
You have a savior...
jesus christ....
Do you know he saved the world?
Do you know he loves you....
If you look in the mirror
know that its him seeing you beauty within

hes the only one who loves you
for who you really are...
Knows everythough
every moment hes there...
why should you care?

Shout to the heavens
and see what ya get
cant be too hard to do
Hes everything thats true
dont you know Oh dont you
Jesus is the only truth

Jesus is the only way 11:03 AM

Time slips away...
Midnight daylight fades away
around and around
I keep going
I go up I go down
and thats how life seems to be
I got my faith I got family
But I havent found that one thing..
the one Ive been looking for..
this is for all those girls who want someone to change there world....

I just want another way to feel
butterflies
all up inside
SOmeone I can laugh someone I can cry
fight for the tv
fight for love
I wanna fight for love..
I just want to be able to hold a hand
someone I can call my man
someone who Understands
someone who helps me Keep my eye On God,
Someone I can love...yea someone I can wake up with...
wake up with wake up with wake up with
I wanna fall in love

i aint gonna just anyone
they have to be sent to me
Or maybe Im sent to them
whatever happens I wanna win
the one thing I used to dream about when i was just a kid
Not a fairytale ending
but just a begining with nothing but the future to look to...
yea do you know what I mean...
I just want another way to feel
butterflies
all up inside
SOmeone I can laugh someone I can cry
fight for the tv
fight for love
I wanna fight for love..
I just want to be able to hold a hand
someone I can call my man
someone who Understands
someone who helps me Keep my eye On God,
Someone I can love...yea someone I can wake up with...
wake up with wake up with wake up with
I want fall in love

fall in love..
fall in love
love love loveFight for love
fight for love..

Jesus is the only way 10:56 AM

Its so cliqe to say what I have to say...
So Im gonna take this another way
all things Im about to say
well I hope you take them in instead of taking it all away
so listen closely

I la la la love ya LA la love you

Sometimes I honestly think Im out of my mind
its all on the other line
the feeling I have I doubt its both ends
I doubt its on both ends
IT begins with a word
than Its only whatt you have heard
how do you know
Its a question we all have
do they love me
are they just saying what I heard?

I la la love ya
I la la love
but the question fills my mind
am I addicted to a artifical sweetner
Am I wasting time
ARE lies filling up in my mind
Is my heart on the line
or is what your saying a true thang...
a true thang

I la la love ya Love ya
yea

So I sleep at night when I wake up your on my mind
I get text sometimes i have to hold back
cause I dont want to get too attached Im known for that
I just wanna love you all the way..
but distance makes me have to walk away..
but I dont want to
I doubt what this really is
Am I making this all up or is this how ya feel
baby baby...

I get Jelous of other girls
the thought of someone having you
makes me not want to keep talking to you...
I know Id have to face it
but How do I with all the time Id have wasted....

I la la love ya
I la la love
but the question fills my mind
am I addicted to a artifical sweetner
Am I wasting time
ARE lies filling up in my mind
Is my heart on the line
or is what your saying a true thang...
a true thang

Jesus is the only way 10:39 AM

♥Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I dont want this anymore
No I dont
I cant sit here pretending its all good with me
clearly you cant see whatcha mean to me
I dont want to be here anymore
No I wanna shut the door

Yea the tears may fade but the side effects stay the same stay the same
Im still gonna be afraid to love
Im still gonna be afraid
to say I do
Not just cause of you but from all of you
My tears are gonna fall
gonna be on the edge even from one call
gonna think you cheat
gonna think your just here for someting to see
I cant do this I dont wanna be here anymore
The side effects they stay the same yea they stay the same

you didnt know whos hearts door ya opened
ANd its hard to just go back
especially from a feeling like this
I just feel like I need to hold on yto you cause no one like you exsist
its just a dream that doesnt come true
im not sure which are lies and which

Im curled up in a ball crying cause Im starting to fall...

Jesus is the only way 9:45 PM

Apart of me has walked away..
I cant see to figure out what to say..
what to say..
what to say about all of this....

what is this I may ask
I have no idea
its like a quick pain in my heart
like glass...
I cant put my head around it but it hurts
Im not sure why I feel so sad...
About this..
And emptyness But a fullness too Jesus is how I get through
but you are apart of me too...

I guess Im gonan have to get up and fly away
I guess Im gonna have to tell you
all the feelings that arise
when I think about you.
when I think about the truth....
the truth....
the truth...

I look outside
all the husbands with there wives
I have nothing to put in a picture frame
because the picture is just a thought
It doesnt matter anymore doesnt weather or not im okay?
I mean Im fine but not with you...
I cant figure this out its like a piece of glass
hurts so good and so fast...
am I waking up?

I guess Im gonan have to get up and fly away
I guess Im gonna have to tell you
all the feelings that arise
when I think about you.
when I think about the truth....
the truth....
the truth...


O Im waking Up Im waking up knowing ill always want something I can never keep
Im waking up to knowning that its just a dream
just a scene in a movie
oh Just a dream
just a dream
I want to erase this feeling
Best of all you..
But
Id crawl
and Id cry cuase I cant decide
is it better to know the truth
or have you somehow...

Jesus is the only way 6:28 PM

♥Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Dont lie..
I will cry....
Oh and dont tell me promises that you cant keep....
dont you know I take it all seriously...

Dont lie you know that all the lies bruise me inside
they fill my iinsides up and I cant get up
its to hard to cry...
So just dont lie...

Hush dont even try to make a sound....
Im sick of wondering where its all coming from...
Im not numb cause I can feel
oh and this feeling of pain is so reall...
I cant do this anymore...
so walk away..tongiht...

dont lie
how many times
can I say...
dont lie
I need the truth
and I need it from you..

I see your smile
I see you status
I hope you know Im not really that dumb
Ive got a heart of gold and its getting old when you paint it blue...
dont paint it blue
dont you see what you do?

Jesus is the only way 9:31 PM

Concider this a hello
and than concier this a go...
Im not gonna make up my mind
just walk away give me time
theres no proof to your words
admit to what you mean and what your just saying
Im not playing no you may think Im not serious but watch closely

So Yes Ill admit I believed you for a while
than I saw yes I saw what I knew the whole time
after all...
I learn to clean up my knees when I fall...
But I cant clean it all...

I cant do it alone
No I cant kid myself no more
theres no point
Im done falling Im done loving Im done
This is a bittersweet love song
yes a bittersweet love song
and so its done...

so Ill run run into
the door
waiting for the tears to pour
waiitng for the right one to open the door
Oh how could i ever want more..
than who I have...
I feel so damn bad...
Oh How could I ever want more than who I have...
why cant i breathe...
its the side effects from you...
not just one not just two
all of you..

Jesus is the only way 9:13 PM

I think Id like to go now....
I think Id like to hide
its one of those moments
where Id rather just curl up and cry
Im a girl your a guy
but you dont see how tender I really am Inside
its not your fault I should of known after all
Reality is what I should of payed attention to
But I got caught up all in you...

I lay my head down holding the pain down
picking up the psalms passing through trying to find the truth
cause I should of just focused on you..
yea I should of focused on God...


Why is it everytime someone comes along that I might want
I end up twireling again and again a never ending distraction
than I say no I dont want this than another heartbreak over takes me
the tears yea they fade but the side effects are still the same...
sometimes there worse
sometimes there not...
Oh How I wish I wouldnt of forgotten

reality is so easily
disceved
misconcieved
I should of stayed deep within the pages
of the truth
Shouldnt of fled farther from you....
well Im coming back again
cause I know
i can begin again even closer than before
closer than before...

words can keep you locked in a dream
words can make you feel so many diffrent thinks
Boys yea they arent all the same
but it seems to be the same game played
jUst a diffrent way
diffrent faces diffrent ways to say..
still I wait and than I fall
and thats when I feel you next to my skin oh I feel you wanting to come back in
Oh cant you fill me oh spirit within me
I dont want hte fog to get int he way
I want it to all be clear...

I dont want to be here
I dont like here anymore
Im done Im done
Ive shut the door
come intome
cause your light is what I need
I never forgot you.
but I thought I lost you...


reality is so easily
disceved
misconcieved
I should of stayed deep within the pages
of the truth
Shouldnt of fled farther from you....
well Im coming back again
cause I know
i can begin again even closer than before
closer than before...

Jesus is the only way 8:47 PM

Id like to melt like snow
Id like to just let go...
Have you ever felt like you just cant breathe even though
your fine nothing is bleeding...

(bridge)
I gasp for air
How is this fair
that Im out of it?
well isnt it splendid
isnt is beautiful how everytime I smile
I cant breathe...
Oh and isnt it wonderful

(chorus)
how in the back of my mind is you...
Oh and I wonder how can this be true
Oh and I wonder what can Id o
what can I do to to to keep you...
Oh God why...Im out of it...
is it you is it him?

Have you ever had a day where you smile and sing as your walking by the street
And you just dont notice anyone...
ANd in your mind your praying hoping the day goes well..
yea it goes well...
Isnt it wonderful that I have a light isnt it wonderful?
Can you help me breath today?
can you pick me up and we can than can fly away...
Oh this isnt how I dreamed of it...

(bridge)
I gasp for air
How is this fair
that Im out of it?
well isnt it splendid
isnt is beautiful how everytime I smile
I cant breathe...
Oh and isnt it wonderful

(chorus)
how in the back of my mind is you...
Oh and I wonder how can this be true
Oh and I wonder what can Id o
what can I do to to to keep you...
Oh God why...Im out of it...
is it you is it him?

So Im singing And Im dreaming of you
So Im singing and Im dreaming of you
So Im singing and Im dreaming of you

So Im praying,praying that its you...
So Im praying,praying that its you...
So Im praying,praying Could it be you...

Jesus is the only way 10:07 AM

♥Monday, October 26, 2009
If I could get to you..
would it be worth your time
If I could grab your heart keep it
would you be mine..
Oh If I could stop time
Id do anything...

Id do anything to have you baby
GOd knows Im confused with how I feel
Is it wrong is it fake is it real?
The farther I get from you
The more your on my mind
Its like even time wont stop
this heart of mine...

If I could wish upon a star How far do you think it would take me to get to where you are?
Im sick of being apart but it seems my heart is tamed. And the more I miss you the more My feelings begin to change you'd think I wouldnt love you at all
But it seems this bitterness I have seems to just fall ....
Ive fallen apart...right into your heart...


Id do anything to have you baby
GOd knows Im confused with how I feel
Is it wrong is it fake is it real?
The farther I get from you
The more your on my mind
Its like even time wont stop
this heart of mine...

Its so simple
but not
Its so pathetic
but its really not
I love you
I love you
How many times can I say that and you get the point?
Im not scared the only thing to be scared of is losing you again...
Only God really knows if this was meant to end...

Jesus is the only way 10:43 PM

♥Sunday, October 25, 2009
It feels like apart of me is there
and apart of me is here
The fear grips up and than I fade away
and than I blame it all as if you didnt see.
I cant make up my mind or make the time to sit down and seeee

that all I want all I want is what I dont really need
and I wish I could be the one
but I cant and I wish I could understand what is real
and what is not
I just dont get this why do I feel in love..but Im not..w

Jesus is the only way 11:58 PM

♥Monday, October 19, 2009
(this song is for those who feel like God isnt there but he is)


I somtimes wonder if your listening
Im sure theres alot work to be done
oh oh oh
but how come everyday I have something more to pray about
Im sick of feeling so without
God Im lacking fire
and disire for you...
God I need too see the truth

I want to run away...
run away run away...
cause I just dont have any words to pray
words to pray no no
and what do I say oh Lord what do I say
to you?
Im helpless without your presnce

So Ive said it
Ive let go
And still I dont really know...
Lord Im trying to stand tall
but I seem to have no arms to keep me up
Im feeling like everything is falling
And I keep calling you...
but where are you
show me the truth
I need you I need you...
ohh oh


I want to run away...
run away run away...
cause I just dont have any words to pray
words to pray no no
and what do I say oh Lord what do I say
to you?
Im helpless without your presnce


Your arms are open
you have spoken
through all the pain
your still around
and I love you I love you even though its not easy to
its not easy to let it all go
I want to contol but have let you in...


so Here I will say everything I need to
Lord I need you
Please dont leave me
I will lift your name up high
I will reach to the sky
Your my light
even when Im in the dark
Lord I will never stop loving you
I love you for who you are...na na na

Jesus is the only way 1:54 PM

tell me...
oh tell me how
you
can
be so sure how you feel if all you do
is disspear without a word

I need all the answers now
Im trying not to be impatient with you
Im trying to see the other side but I cant seem to
Im feeling like you dont really care anymore
your not here Im not there
so where are we?

How can you be so sure you love me
if all that we do is grow apart
and how can you say i have your heart
when were so far
i know were not together
but Id love you forever
How can you say you love me
when you never see me...


oh baby...Ive been praying
praying that you'd eventually
see the pain I feel oh oh
I need to know how far your heart grows
I need to know if you think of me
and I need to be able to breathe
I love you
but How can we be so sure...
if were denying what its all worth
oh darling its getting worse..
Im flying away from you...
and its funny cause I dont want tto...no no no

How can you be so sure you love me
if all that we do is grow apart
and how can you say i have your heart
when were so far
i know were not together
but Id love you forever
How can you say you love me
when you never see me...

Love songs dancing in my head
I try to deny it but I dont instead
I write songs that show you how I feel
and Im trying to keep this inside
But I seem to be open and it cant hide
oh baby can you see this is making me crazy
I need you I want you oh yes I could live forever with you...


and how can you say you love me
when all i feel is lonely
and how can you say you love me
If all you do is ignore me
and how can you say you need me
when it seems you dont need me at all
How can you say you love me
when the silence is making it all fall
Stepping on my heart...
not knowning where we start
cause dont you dare say you love me
if all we do is grow
apart...

Jesus is the only way 1:30 PM

♥Sunday, October 11, 2009
Its really sad that Ive never been able to reach you
If I could i would kiss you
in an instant I still miss you
the very though of you gets me tangled up in memory.

I hate the very thought of meeting you
not to be mean but it really sucks
I fell so hard so hard in love
and now Im just stuck
and i dont like this too much

I mean your every word
is the very simplest thing
you know the ways
to put a smile on my face
I think you may no me better than I know myself
its really scary isnt it
yea its really that bad

you see me for exactly who I am
and hun I could never forget you
even if I tried
your apart of me that doesnt seem to fall short
I wish I could take you from my heart and let it deport

I cant stop this no
Ive tried for about a month
and theres one thing that I know
I cant tell if I should go
oh oh no no
I cant tell if I should tell you
how much I love you so....

you probibly dont really think of me
and I bet that you were just playing pretend.
Now you have your big internship
and now im left with simple memories
of something that felt like it really exsist

I have my job and my school
I feel like such a fool
becuase ya know I fell in love with a stranger
I should of known you'd be danger should i?
But I couldnt help the smile and that look in your eyes
oh no no no

and you probibly are better off
you probibly tell me what you think i want to here
and you probibly didnt know that I was so scared
to let go I was so scared to love you so but with every single
word I feel so gone,with every single minute
I wish I could move on......

oh but i guess God needs to
clean up this mess
cause I really need to
forget this happend
cause it wasnt meant to be
or could it be I doubt it
oh How im so bittersweet

I really dont like this loving you thang
and I dont really dont like these butterflie swings
and I really dont like knowning your up as I sleep at night
oh oh i wish I wish
i could be with you...

but as I said before I just dream dream away
and I would love to say that I got over you today
but rember how I really feel
Oh God if I could have one thing Id have the one across the states
of God if I may I think ill pray that maybe we are fate
oh if I may I think Id like to have a spotless mind
oh if I may Id love to leave you behind

there must be a reason
behind this never ending season
there must be a reason why you keep rolling in my mind
oh there must be a reason why your living far away
well today is a new day but I still must say

if I could have one wish
Id wish on everything I have
thats how dang bad I wish we were
well I just wish it could be I wish I didnt have to be wishing
I wish that what I dream became reality

Jesus is the only way 11:54 PM

♥Monday, October 5, 2009
cleaning oh cleaning covering up
all that was messed up
Oh but it doest go away that way...
why dont you get on your knees and pray...
he's the only one who can clean up
hes enough

Jesus is the only way 11:33 AM

I must say I cannot regret
I need you to know this
right now I cant imagine why'd id let this out
Im so vulnrable when it comes to you
you know thats the truth
you know I know everything about you
you know I remeber all the times we tryed
but it never made a diffrence in what we had to decide


........
I hope you know that the kiss you gave
still doesnt fade no it still doesnt fade
and you hurt me...oh yea you hurt me so much

and I cant touch the feeling anymore
and I wished that what was , was not in the past
I just want to love you....
but I cant love you no I cant
and I wont get in the way...of your mistake....


I hope you realize I never hated you nor did I depsie
you called and told me how you felt after the week flyed by
and you said nothing and all I could do was wait
and I prayed but I knew what you'd say...

caught in a moment
oh and you thought its what you wanted
and I cannot be mad for a mistake but its worst mistake you will ever make yea you will ever make

the kiss on my lips sometimes fades
and I forget about you as months go by
but every now and than the thought of what we had
I still wished we tried...

it seems the way to a girls heart just starts with one lie...o

Jesus is the only way 11:20 AM

Why is there such a wall
between the two of us?

oh oh oh no no no

this wasnt how it was supposed to be
I loved you and you were supposed to love me
oh but where are you???
its pathetic how far you've gone
you just are silent
too shy to respond
what do I do...
I wanna leave you behind
but its kinda hard
when its all so strong...


what happened to the us
what happened to everything it was
what happened to midnight
what happend to a text all day
what happened to the sweet things we both would say
well I guess they faded away
yea thats how it always is
well all i gotta say is its okay...
before you tell me the truth
Il be gone before you say goodbye

goodbye goodbye oh I tried to stay by but you wont even try no no you wont even try so goodbye...


its not really okay..but Ill pretend it is
Ill get over it maybe not today..it still hurts
and alot of times things dont fade they take time
well Im not gonna change my mind
the effort you had before.
isnt there anymore
you just ignore ignore its okay
I dont want any of this anymore
you destroyed it by the silence oh the silence only tears things apart...

what happened to the us
what happened to everything it was
what happened to midnight
what happend to a text all day
what happened to the sweet things we both would say
well I guess they faded away
yea thats how it always is
well all i gotta say is its okay...
before you tell me the truth
Il be gone before you say goodbye

goodbye goodbye oh I tried to stay by but you wont even try no no you wont even try so goodbye...

Jesus is the only way 11:12 AM

Yea ohhh yea ohhhh la la la

Im walking down the street and I see you looking back at me
Oh is this a beginging Oh I think Im winning
oh heres the truth but you need to know
the things that I love and hate
so I wrote this song when prince charming comes my way...

I dont want no prince
no expensive taste
I want simple but not plain
I dont want perfect
I want the dirty socks on the floor
the things that annoy me
the days that just go by
but one thing I want most is you by my side...


I want to wait
and guess and pray
together you and I
oh how we collide
I want the love that doesnt fade
the man who loves me more each day...
i want the silly things you say
the dumb ways you play
I hate not knowing the truth
so dont bother to hide the truth
so I wrote this song for when prince charming comes along


I dont want no prince
no expensive taste
I want simple but not plain
I dont want perfect
I want the dirty socks on the floor
the things that annoy me
the days that just go by
but one thing I want most is you by my side...

Im a woman not a girl
not a diamond but a shiny pearl
Loud annoying and proud
faith is strong love is pure
God thinks I mean the world
I feel so amazing as each day goes by
an optmist
and I dont even try
Im not one to lie
Im not one to pretend
I am who I am this is what you'll win

Jesus is the only way 11:06 AM

(I was sitting in the car and came up with thought of this song...its about what happened about a year in a half ago its not about now its how I felt when I needed strength,the hardest choices can be the best the hardest thing is to move on and forget and of course you will never forget but here comes a time in your life where forgetting wont even matter becasue what has happened has bettered and has let you learn so if you just have faith and let him take all of you...you can have strength to face the day even when you feel like your about to break)


And I feel so betrayed and I feel like time just was wasted on pain
Im holding myself back I feel so uptight I cant just relax
You keep lieing and I keep forgiving am I so insecure that I stay
cause you seem to be a cure Im so dumb...
Im not sure what to believe
theres no bleeding but theres not any breathing
i hold my breath I dont breath out
I cant hold on but I wont let go
I love you...Oh I love you so
but your hurting me your betraying everything we stand for
your lieing your hiding behind the truth

so I dont want to but this has to be done
I need something to give me strength
to move on to the life that I need to live
the life without you
the life that I can smile and not be fake
Oh I get on my knees and pray I need a savior I need a savior
Please forgive me for all I have done Im coming back to you.
please unlock these chains and let me be undone...

I look back at you...
your still just hiding from the truth
Im not dumb anymore
Ive prayed and I keep strong
I stand on the promise he's kept
he doesnt lie but you do...And you so think I dont know the truth
but my faith has given me eyes to see
your tears mean nothing to me...
Im letting go Im letting myself go free
I am going to walk away
and though I cry And I wont be getting over you today...
My faith holds me strong
and Ill be given strength
this is hard for me
but I cant sit and be so upset so dead


so I dont want to but this has to be done
I need something to give me strength
to move on to the life that I need to live
the life without you
the life that I can smile and not be fake
Oh I get on my knees and pray I need a savior I need a savior
Please forgive me for all I have done Im coming back to you.
please unlock these chains and let me be undone...

Im done with being controlled
Im not doll to play with when you want
Im not a tug and pull
your such a fool
for doing what you did
well now as your dead in your regret
I LIVEEE!!!

Jesus is the only way 10:55 AM

This isnt a vice
if you think this is a way out
you have no idea what your talking about
it isnt easy
you make think it is...but your just in your own life and what you call exsistence
I know you want some reason to live...
And I know your so ashamed of all you did
and you think all is to end
well you must take those thoughts out of your mind
because he is fierce but he is kind
dont bother to question
just let him take you like he took me
Lord let them free

So you say Im wasting time
and I say you have a small heart
with a small mind
yea I may be hurting you
but no one said that the truth was easy

You pretend you dont need the truth
but Youve seen the proof
why do you need to see to be able to feel
The air you cant see but you can definatly feel
so is it real?


So you say Im wasting time
and I say you have a small heart
with a small mind
yea I may be hurting you
but no one said that the truth was easy

everyone lies to you
which is why your stuck into this deep whole
you feel like theres only chains holding you
but why dont you give him it all and let him set you free
why do you make fun of me
when your living a life of pain
stop living in your shame
its all your fault for the sadness you keep living in
move on move up get on your knees and love him
no one said the truth was nice
this isnt just a vice you keep believing in all your lies.
oh shut up get on your knees just cry
...

Jesus is the only way 10:48 AM

I was looking out the window
and realized how much I have lost
its so much that I cant count
Ive given it all
Yea Ive given it all

to you yes just to you
Ive handed it off
Not confused
Im not numb and Im dumb
I can feel once again
I can mend
no my scars covered have no end
Ive given it all to you...

So I look back but I wont go back
its hard not to remeber the things that were for so long
But you have to move on...its hard to pretend like It didnt hurt
but I have something better than anything you could imagine
Ive given it all yes Ive given it all to you...

to you yes just to you
Ive handed it off
Not confused
Im not numb and Im dumb
I can feel once again
I can mend
no my scars covered have no end
Ive given it all to you...

to you the past is the past
the scars are erased
there is not ache
there is no burn
theres only us
and the whole world
Lord you are real
Its more than what I need to see
its all that I can feel
I am who you need me to be
Oh lord Ive given you all of me...
and you set me free...

Jesus is the only way 10:42 AM

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THIS IS MY SONG LYRICS PAGE NOT A DIARY THESE SONGS ARE FROM PAST MEMORYS SOMETIMES THINGS THAT ARE IN MY LIFE NOW ALOT OF THEM ARE FROM PAST MEMORIES BUT GOOD SONGS LOL *I am a student of at The Kings College And Seminary Im working on my B.A. in Bibical counceling and a Minor in worship *I Love God more than anything
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My names Liz,I strive to be a better person each day, I am far from perfect,I love rain and cloudy days,I love JESUS more than anything,I thank God everyday for the one he sent me. I want to be a pastor.I will strive to do what God has called me to do and nothing and no one will stop me.the only approval I need is the Lords, I have one audience and thats him. Im odd and I dont always say or do the right thing and Ill always suprise you. Im loud without trying to be,Im poetic not just on paper but in real life,Sometimes I cuss when Im mad.IM A SINNER but Ive been SAVED. Im an EXALCHOLIC,EXLESBIAN,EXSTONER,EXDRUGGIE,im not perfect and will never claim to be.but by the grace of God I am strong enough to live in this armor of God forever and be complelte
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