♥Monday, September 21, 2009
Time to time I think back about what was
and what is. Its sad to know something so real
cant really exsist
I miss everything about you.
I dont really want to live without you
but what can I do?
Nothing nothing at all
All I can do Is pray and wish you on your way.
Its hard to think that you really are as you seem
and its hard to know that you cant become my everything
I already know that you'll find someone new
I already know you've forgotten and it wasnt that true
I must of been the one to pass your time
Until Life gets better
well your wish came true...
Your life is new
I know you didnt intentionally hurt me
but you did
you shouldnt of promised the things you did
you promised it wouldnt end like this
look what you did...
I blame it on my self
I always become the pretty doll sitting on a shelf
Hoping and wishing someone will see
how much I have inside of me.
Im so nieve
and I know I dont seem
like I feel anything bad
But I feel so sad.
And Im happy too
but I just wish I could be with you...
la de da la de da
I wont fall no no
la de da la de da
I love you still after all
Your life is new
I know you didnt intentionally hurt me
but you did
you shouldnt of promised the things you did
you promised it wouldnt end like this
look what you did...
Im so stupid
so dumb
I close my heart up
and I pick who gets it
but everytime I trust someone
they just hit it.
And I know its not on purpose
I just feel like getting to know someone
and letting that wall down is just worthless.
Look what you did?
and I hope next time you decide to
tell someone you love them that you mean it
dont promise them
everything you did me.
if you cant keep what you say than dont say anything at all
your lucky Im strong enough to not fall because I have jesus after all.
but one day your gonna find someone whos not as strong
and the things you say better be true
and she better be amazing
I wish I was her.
But thats far from the truth.
8:55 AM