I think Id like to go now....
I think Id like to hide
its one of those moments
where Id rather just curl up and cry
Im a girl your a guy
but you dont see how tender I really am Inside
its not your fault I should of known after all
Reality is what I should of payed attention to
But I got caught up all in you...

I lay my head down holding the pain down
picking up the psalms passing through trying to find the truth
cause I should of just focused on you..
yea I should of focused on God...


Why is it everytime someone comes along that I might want
I end up twireling again and again a never ending distraction
than I say no I dont want this than another heartbreak over takes me
the tears yea they fade but the side effects are still the same...
sometimes there worse
sometimes there not...
Oh How I wish I wouldnt of forgotten

reality is so easily
disceved
misconcieved
I should of stayed deep within the pages
of the truth
Shouldnt of fled farther from you....
well Im coming back again
cause I know
i can begin again even closer than before
closer than before...

words can keep you locked in a dream
words can make you feel so many diffrent thinks
Boys yea they arent all the same
but it seems to be the same game played
jUst a diffrent way
diffrent faces diffrent ways to say..
still I wait and than I fall
and thats when I feel you next to my skin oh I feel you wanting to come back in
Oh cant you fill me oh spirit within me
I dont want hte fog to get int he way
I want it to all be clear...

I dont want to be here
I dont like here anymore
Im done Im done
Ive shut the door
come intome
cause your light is what I need
I never forgot you.
but I thought I lost you...


reality is so easily
disceved
misconcieved
I should of stayed deep within the pages
of the truth
Shouldnt of fled farther from you....
well Im coming back again
cause I know
i can begin again even closer than before
closer than before...