♥Sunday, October 11, 2009
Its really sad that Ive never been able to reach you
If I could i would kiss you
in an instant I still miss you
the very though of you gets me tangled up in memory.
I hate the very thought of meeting you
not to be mean but it really sucks
I fell so hard so hard in love
and now Im just stuck
and i dont like this too much
I mean your every word
is the very simplest thing
you know the ways
to put a smile on my face
I think you may no me better than I know myself
its really scary isnt it
yea its really that bad
you see me for exactly who I am
and hun I could never forget you
even if I tried
your apart of me that doesnt seem to fall short
I wish I could take you from my heart and let it deport
I cant stop this no
Ive tried for about a month
and theres one thing that I know
I cant tell if I should go
oh oh no no
I cant tell if I should tell you
how much I love you so....
you probibly dont really think of me
and I bet that you were just playing pretend.
Now you have your big internship
and now im left with simple memories
of something that felt like it really exsist
I have my job and my school
I feel like such a fool
becuase ya know I fell in love with a stranger
I should of known you'd be danger should i?
But I couldnt help the smile and that look in your eyes
oh no no no
and you probibly are better off
you probibly tell me what you think i want to here
and you probibly didnt know that I was so scared
to let go I was so scared to love you so but with every single
word I feel so gone,with every single minute
I wish I could move on......
oh but i guess God needs to
clean up this mess
cause I really need to
forget this happend
cause it wasnt meant to be
or could it be I doubt it
oh How im so bittersweet
I really dont like this loving you thang
and I dont really dont like these butterflie swings
and I really dont like knowning your up as I sleep at night
oh oh i wish I wish
i could be with you...
but as I said before I just dream dream away
and I would love to say that I got over you today
but rember how I really feel
Oh God if I could have one thing Id have the one across the states
of God if I may I think ill pray that maybe we are fate
oh if I may I think Id like to have a spotless mind
oh if I may Id love to leave you behind
there must be a reason
behind this never ending season
there must be a reason why you keep rolling in my mind
oh there must be a reason why your living far away
well today is a new day but I still must say
if I could have one wish
Id wish on everything I have
thats how dang bad I wish we were
well I just wish it could be I wish I didnt have to be wishing
I wish that what I dream became reality
11:54 PM