(I was sitting in the car and came up with thought of this song...its about what happened about a year in a half ago its not about now its how I felt when I needed strength,the hardest choices can be the best the hardest thing is to move on and forget and of course you will never forget but here comes a time in your life where forgetting wont even matter becasue what has happened has bettered and has let you learn so if you just have faith and let him take all of you...you can have strength to face the day even when you feel like your about to break)


And I feel so betrayed and I feel like time just was wasted on pain
Im holding myself back I feel so uptight I cant just relax
You keep lieing and I keep forgiving am I so insecure that I stay
cause you seem to be a cure Im so dumb...
Im not sure what to believe
theres no bleeding but theres not any breathing
i hold my breath I dont breath out
I cant hold on but I wont let go
I love you...Oh I love you so
but your hurting me your betraying everything we stand for
your lieing your hiding behind the truth

so I dont want to but this has to be done
I need something to give me strength
to move on to the life that I need to live
the life without you
the life that I can smile and not be fake
Oh I get on my knees and pray I need a savior I need a savior
Please forgive me for all I have done Im coming back to you.
please unlock these chains and let me be undone...

I look back at you...
your still just hiding from the truth
Im not dumb anymore
Ive prayed and I keep strong
I stand on the promise he's kept
he doesnt lie but you do...And you so think I dont know the truth
but my faith has given me eyes to see
your tears mean nothing to me...
Im letting go Im letting myself go free
I am going to walk away
and though I cry And I wont be getting over you today...
My faith holds me strong
and Ill be given strength
this is hard for me
but I cant sit and be so upset so dead


so I dont want to but this has to be done
I need something to give me strength
to move on to the life that I need to live
the life without you
the life that I can smile and not be fake
Oh I get on my knees and pray I need a savior I need a savior
Please forgive me for all I have done Im coming back to you.
please unlock these chains and let me be undone...

Im done with being controlled
Im not doll to play with when you want
Im not a tug and pull
your such a fool
for doing what you did
well now as your dead in your regret
I LIVEEE!!!