♥Monday, November 2, 2009
yesterday I ran upon a page in my diary
it said how much I loved you..
who would of known what you ended up doing in the end of the story...
the story...
it was unexpected it was distruptive...
My jaw draped my heart poped
I was so lost...
so lost....
The pages yea they rott
and the heart leaves dropps
I cant understand why....
so later on I saw pictures
and remebered all the promises you made
how silly 17 and so nieve
you say I want a family
I say yes baby..
behind the lines
it was more like I want that and another girl too....
how dumb were you...
oh how dumb were you...
what were you thinking....
saying God does things right...
when your lips touched another at night
God doesnt deserve to be used...
your words were so cold...
and so are you....
I couldnt help but wonder
all of the things I thought I knew
I think today I dont really care anymore
but I still dont trust anyone
and I still doubt the world as I go...
only one I have is God and I know...
I should be content
but look what you did...
I was broken once again
the wonderful thing about being broken
is the pieces fit right
in the end all mends in the end in the end...
in the end..I woke up and gained new life..
so in the end I know I know it was right...
what were you thinking....
saying God does things right...
when your lips touched another at night
God doesnt deserve to be used...
your words were so cold...
and so are you....
so are you..so are you...
I hope she realizes the truth....
5:36 PM