♥Monday, November 2, 2009
these words will replace your face
Ill write it down all you'll be gone
ill finally be able to move on...
to move on...
toooooooooo
it was long ago and it feels so close
I should of known we'd fall apart
but when your 13 it all just feels like love..
and you cant breathe...
he makes your knees weak...
just like the movies...
isnt it sweet...
well its not sweet its actaully sour...
i have to take a shower so I can wash the pain away...
maybe it would fade yea fade down the drain...
everyday I live with a memory of you...
everyday I pray it might fade..
away...but i see your face
maybe these words will make you dissapear...
I just want to forget...
the kiss in the rain
the words that we said..
the way you held me
and I want to forget...
you...
every twinkle in your eye
every moment that you smiled...
oh the silver the smile I loved..
i just want to forget...I was ever truly in love....
in love....
in love....
I was young and such a fool
you were a dork
and I just could help but hold you hand...
i couldnt help wanting you to be the last man...
i was ever with...
we would stay together
but that was then
that was then
stealing my heart....
wasnt fair...no you arent here...
no...
so I hope these words
make it all dissapear so I wont have to think...of you..at all...never again....
just dissapear...
I just want to forget...
the kiss in the rain
the words that we said..
the way you held me
and I want to forget...
you...
every twinkle in your eye
every moment that you smiled...
oh the silver the smile I loved..
i just want to forget...I was ever truly in love....
in love....
in love...
I was never in love....
I was never in love with you...
But I need you to know...
that all the crazy things we said
and the crazy things I did
I just want to make this closer
please this doesnt mean come closer
I just need you to know
we were young...
and what we thought was
love...well I couldnt get enough...
it took me two years to let you go...
and I hope you know it wasnt easy no not at all..
and im sorry for all the times I cryed
and Im sorry for the lies...
and Im sorry for believeing you...
I really do think though
that what we had was true...
so I remeber that day as the clouds
rolled on,you looked in my eyes...next to the swings
and you were hestant too say how you felt...
you felt shamed so instead you kissed me in the rain....
5:43 PM