♥Monday, January 18, 2010
mmmm...
the sky is dark
and its raining harder than a blink of an eye..
my heart is aching...
cause its you whos breaking...
each inch away.
and all the words you say...
I take it to the heart...
and oh how it gets in the way...
cause I stay...
cause I love you oh I though I knew...
but all that you were was a projection of what you
wanted me to see...
And like the strong towers above me..
Im holding onto something I cant see...
cause without you i cant breath and my eyes sites hazzy..
cause Ive been fading...
and with him Im awaking...
awaking....
awaking...
You stood right in front of me...
and you had these tears coming out your eyes...
telling me your sorry you ever lied...
but deep down as much as I wanted to hug you and
kiss those tears away I knew i knew they were fake..
they were fake...
and you try to say..
that it was just a night
you got a little too high...
and I didnt even know drugs crossed
your mind..
its like the whole time...
I was soo blind...
i jumped before I knew where I was falling
Ang before I knew it I said goodbye...
and I went to my room sat on my knees and cried...
praying for the first time in 6 years it had been so much time..
wasted away...when all I needed was someone to save me..
no one can save you...
cause no one has the power to...
only the one not of this world...
hes the one I had to talk to ....
and I was so blind but now as it says I can see...
and Im not sorry...for leaving you so quickly...
but I wont be sinking down into the ground anymore...
cause thats what your good for...
making me fall..not catching me at all....
but tonight...as I pray...I wont be...falling anymore...
cause I live for something more...
5:33 PM