♥Tuesday, March 2, 2010
its hard to face it but I wont waste these words
on simple arguement
its just to myself and who I am and everything you planted in my hand
such dreams passed me by...
cause I was too stupid to notice why
you stuck around the whole time and
I was too selfish to just let you try no I had to have the last word the last kiss the last time....
and you blew my mind...
by talking all the time
by saying all the right things
on the right day...
in everyway...
and then you just gave my heart away the day
you kissed her....
the day you didnt even tell me why...
your kiss was just a goodbye
I was dumb you were sweet...
I was high you helped me on my feet
and I didnt believe in God but miracles were still twireling in my mind
and I didnt let you all the way in...
cause I couldnt get past how I was so taken by everything you were,
and as I look back oh how it hurts,
i made everything cynical
i made everything worse
and no miracles could happen
cause I made this curse,
not letting my heart have a helping
to what I really wanted..going to diffrent people
thinking you werent the real thing
cause you were too good to be true my best friend oh through and through
how lucky she was cause she had you...
and you blew my mind...
by talking all the time
by saying all the right things
on the right day...
in everyway...
and then you just gave my heart away the day
you kissed her....
the day you didnt even tell me why...
your kiss was just a goodbye
and now I know...Miracles arent how I though they'd feel
cause now I know it happens for a purpose
and every moment with you
was definatly worth it
I became another girl,to fit into a perfect world that I couldnt fit,and you
let me fit in a box and then when I wanted out you wanted me gone,and oh how thats so wrong,
well I want you to know im happier now
no clouds now,no need to worry about you,I thought Id write a song to show you the proof
that my love for you was very real this was all how i used to feel and now your just a song lyric that has an end and will never begin for My faith has given me a strength that never ends and its not like I didnt fall in love again I think you'd love him so,hes more than I ever thought Id know and it just goes to show,you said goodbye and this is why...
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